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Saturday, March 07, 2009
I Use to Get High For a Living, Thinking That My Destiny Was Out of My Control
Wow I'm manic. Simple as that. I have the BEST emotional high right now, mostly because of the weather and the smell and feeling of spring it brings with it but also because Anthony knows how to make me the happiest person alive. A moment with him recharges me and changes my whole day. As hard as it is to say goodbye and live without his smile in my life everyday, I get by knowing he loves me as much as I love him and there isn't anything that'll change how we feel about each other. It's the most incredible feeling in the word and I've been trying to focus on that instead of how much I miss him.
This week has been very up and down, I must be pmsing or something because there were a stretch of days that were really ruff on me on top of the fact that I've consumed a massive amount of chocolate. Been a little frustrated with Megan and got on her case a little yesterday about the drinking thing...well more so the fact that she goes out EVERY night instead of going home and dealing with her home life. But there is only so much I can say and I have to pick n choose when I do say it so I don't offend her and maybe I can get through.
Matt's had a ruff week and it's showing by means of his car getting beat up. It was hit while he was at work one day and then a couple days later he found out the hard way he had a flat. I'd like to see him one of these nights just to talk and hang out but I don't think that'll happen before Monday when he has Tristen next. Maybe I'll just hang over there for awhile that night.
Spring makes me want to take back up habits that I've let go over the winter (because I didn't enjoy the side effects but that I that mostly had to do with my state of mind). Something about the warm air just SCREAMS shows and grateful dead and good herb. A little more than a month before my birthday show in VA and I can't freaking wait!!!!
Okay that's about it for now. I wish my mom would get back to me because I just put Tristen down to sleep and would like to go to the gym but I can't because no one else is home. Just got a text from Hanley to join him and Kevin at Otts which sounds like a plan too, but same problem. I'm sure she's going to be out for the whole night, I have a feeling she's at a movie right now. Oh well, I'll see if I can get the treadmill in the garage to work and blast some music...OR TAKE OUT THE CANOE!!!!!!!!!!
Peace,
Ashlee
Current Music: "I Use to Get High"~ John Buttler Trio
This week has been very up and down, I must be pmsing or something because there were a stretch of days that were really ruff on me on top of the fact that I've consumed a massive amount of chocolate. Been a little frustrated with Megan and got on her case a little yesterday about the drinking thing...well more so the fact that she goes out EVERY night instead of going home and dealing with her home life. But there is only so much I can say and I have to pick n choose when I do say it so I don't offend her and maybe I can get through.
Matt's had a ruff week and it's showing by means of his car getting beat up. It was hit while he was at work one day and then a couple days later he found out the hard way he had a flat. I'd like to see him one of these nights just to talk and hang out but I don't think that'll happen before Monday when he has Tristen next. Maybe I'll just hang over there for awhile that night.
Spring makes me want to take back up habits that I've let go over the winter (because I didn't enjoy the side effects but that I that mostly had to do with my state of mind). Something about the warm air just SCREAMS shows and grateful dead and good herb. A little more than a month before my birthday show in VA and I can't freaking wait!!!!
Okay that's about it for now. I wish my mom would get back to me because I just put Tristen down to sleep and would like to go to the gym but I can't because no one else is home. Just got a text from Hanley to join him and Kevin at Otts which sounds like a plan too, but same problem. I'm sure she's going to be out for the whole night, I have a feeling she's at a movie right now. Oh well, I'll see if I can get the treadmill in the garage to work and blast some music...OR TAKE OUT THE CANOE!!!!!!!!!!
Peace,
Ashlee
Current Music: "I Use to Get High"~ John Buttler Trio
posted by A*s*h*l*e*e at Saturday, March 07, 2009
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